Tuesday, March 08, 2011
I gave you roses but you left them out to die.
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
maybe i should stop caring, because it means nothing to you.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me Philippians 4:13
I guess that's what I really need now, especially with the daunting amount of work due next week. ee draft, bio ia, tok draft, tok presentation, world lit draft.
not to mention the design pracs and math port we'll be getting soon.
Was looking at some quotes, and i guess something that applies to me is
Some people speak from experience, others, from experience, don't speak.
I wish you'll forgive me.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
I probably should be doing my Bio IA, EE or study for chem and bio tests now. Sometimes life is complicated, never clear. The things you try hard for never pay off. Which is depressing much.
Sometimes even when you put your heart and soul into something, it just makes no difference, nothing ever changes.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Feeling great cos I've cleared Math Port, albeit at the tenth hour, just finishing it before the library closed, leaving tonight free for TOK and enlightening juniors on how to do the "Zeroes of Cubic Functions" Math Port. Looking back, I'm glad I didn't do HL math. SL math at times is challenging enough and HL will probably roast me alive.
Tomorrow possibly can be considered a more relaxed day (TGIF)! but bio and chem tests are looming. Somehow I'm bad enough when I want to focus on doing work, but when I've finished work before others, I don't feel like doing more, doing beyond and making full use of my time.
On a personal level, really happy with the notes I received today during PC. Quite enjoy all this note sending, really. I'm starting to understand the importance of other people in my lives. Used to be you, not any more.
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
I've been feeling so disconnected with things lately, like I'm not putting my heart and soul into things. Sometimes I'm just so distracted. I need focus, I need You to come into my life and renew my strength.
Monday, February 07, 2011
so prettaye :D
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
Someone wake me up
Been addicted to the song the entire day. I guess a new year calls for change in blogskin but I guess I can't find something nice/lazy to change/too busy to change/nostalgic to do so. Lets check out the epic to-do list for the Chinese New Year 'holidays'.
To do list:
- Economics Extended Essay
- Chemistry Design Practical
- Biology IA22
- Trial Math Portfolio
- Math WS 8
- Math WS 10
- Math WS 11
- Math WS 12
- World Lit
- Study for Econs test
- Bio tutorials
- Study for bio and chem tests!
Today also marks the first time in my 6 years that I've ever had to have lessons on CNY eve! Guess life isnt as blissful as it used to be. Someone asked me to wake up early to do bio tomorrow. Would really want to, actually, SERIOUSLY. That's how much school has corrupted our sense of logic. Then again one will do all he can to flee from the avalanche that is impending. But have other commitments to do. Haven't slept properly for days, although it isnt really a break, the pressure could be said to have been stepped off slightly by a notch.
Meanwhile, to the one that reads my blog, goodluck, jiayou, we'll pull through kay. <3
Because happiness is measured by the amount of chocolate you eat.
Meanwhile, somebody wake me up :D
Monday, January 31, 2011
maybe sometimes, i'll be content being second best.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Terrible Tuesday
Sigh. all the work seems to be due on Tuesday. like everything on this week is plonked onto that day itself. Today was quite a mentally draining day. i hate it when it stretches like that. last year wasnt so xiong. even though it was until the same time.
English test was fairly okay I guess? the poem was crazy though. Speaking of english I should be doing my english essay now. hmm.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Wow. It certainly has been eons since I touched this blog. Last post 9 Oct 2008. Thats like eons ago. Especially in IB time. Thanks K for reviving the passion to blog again despite the prevalence of Facebook.
I'm so gonna die for my English Test tomorrow. I have been so out of touch with English and there are other things (such as world lit) to worry about. And my EE sort of needs to be redone and reorganised. Along with Chem design prac and mock math port, really seems as though they want to squeeze the juice out of you during CNY hols? haiz.
Above is the banner I painted with k and the blur one in a rather artistic room. Still had the sparkly stuff all over my face arms clothing and whatnots. Edward Cullen-ish much. The banner is so nice right :D Art is really therapeutic actually. Kinda wish I took Art back in Os days, but then again when it's an examinable subject it isn't as fun is it?
TWO more days to CarnivalHope!
Labels: art, blog, coursework, english
Thursday, October 09, 2008
DISCLAIMER: I AM BEING FORCED HERE TO BLOG by somebody. anyways Audi supposed to be under maintanance until 945pm so I dont really have much to do. so erm. exams have not been friendly to me la, although I stil play like mad during exam days.. which is really gonna show in my results. Im quite certain Im dead for chem and Amath. but i blame myself for chem la. but i shant blame by a math teacher cos she simply is the best teacher ever! i mean isn't it great that she always plans her lessons, always is punctual for all her lessons? No wonder the class is going to get 100/100 for Amath cos she simply is the best teacher! who could have thought 3 topics in 3 days, and just 2 days before the exams? its simply wonderful!
Anyways i guess im getting my results back on thursday, which is really soon, and i hope i dont get retained. and i dunno what im gonna do if i dont make it to take HCL again next year la. i need those 2 points to get into VJC. or something better, hopefully and possibly. Been mugging even through dinner functions, although i dont have pics of me during it YET. cos rachie cant find her cable.. anyway nobody wants to take pictures of himself studying.. maybe except yvett kee. hmmph. anyway ill upload the pics as soon as i get them. although i took a pic of my very cool dessert that day. i think it was "blablablabla Hawthorn berry jelly with vanilla ice cream". It was super cool. it had this smoke coming out (dry ice o.O) but o well. it was quite funny cos you tilt the bowl abit then it will shoot smoke into ur face. o.- okay. i sian liao. dont wannna blog anymore (:
P.S all those still having exams. jiay0us :D
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Just a quick post here then. studying is really killing me, but o well . everyone has to go through it right. so far i have 2 more chapters for bio then i havent summarised yet. but chem is gonna kill me. ch 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 13.4 15 16 18 19 20 21 22. so happy la. hmmph. 19 chapters. then physics have 14 chapters. bio has 12. and the whole of the geog book aint funny. sigh. and there barely is time. since its midnight now i guess there's only 15 days left before the start of the exams. and many subjects the teachers have not even finished. DEADified. wish i had like maybe 1 more month to study. then i probably wouldnt do that badly. the diagnosis is bleak ):
Monday, September 08, 2008
The car is outside Parkway. so nice. i just like the car but really have no interest in the race itself. I mean come on if the cars really are going to be driving by at 300km/h then you in your seat, how long will you see the car? At most 3 seconds only. so whats the point seriously. haha. if they show on TV then good if not never mind. haha. i prefer looking at the contours of cars. like this one is really sweet. and the bar labels are really funny cos tobacco adverts arent allowed. maybe people should bring a scanner to read whats on the car. isnt much point in putting bars and stripes there..Sunday, September 07, 2008
hehe. so cute. jiejie and her new look...Saturday, September 06, 2008
Hey,
just added 2 songs to my list.
Photo and Fall Baby Fall by Ryan Cabrera :D
Sweet songs <3
Friday, September 05, 2008
My best partner yet except my jiejie :DThursday, September 04, 2008
Haha. this post was actually due yesterday but couldnt be bothered to blog yesterday as i was playing audi. lol. how unlike me right. anyway went to Shashilk at Far East Shopping Centre. omg la. i had the beef oxtail stew, which is their specialty. woah. can die la. its like you dont eat this you've never tasted beef stew before. yeah try it before the place closes. haha. so fast only 2 days of holiday left. got my study plan out already ): But im totally ignoring homework and projects. haha. i guess really just have to see which one more important.. :P
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak
Barely eat, on my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me (ohh)
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow
For every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love (to me, oh oh)
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love
You changed my whole life (oh)
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
Superhuman
Argh! My favourite song at the moment, if you wanna listen it just toggle the music player in the left sidebar (:Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Went bowling today. so fun. played 5 games using my favourite ball. but i kinda screwed up my 2nd half of game 2 and whole of game 3 as usual. i never do well in the early middle. o well. i got 91 for first, 93 for second, a pathetic 60 for third (what the...), 120 for my 4th and 109 for my 5th. haha. quite disappointed. i barely reach my peak anymore. upload a pic of it.
